Hi. I am a 16 year old girl just trying to feel okay again. This is my way of expressing almost every one of my feelings. I have a hard time expressing any other way. I love Harry Potter. ♫Music keeps me alive♫. I'm always trying to learn new instruments ♫ Singing makes me feel better when I'm down, but not all the time. I go to the school counselor for anxiety, depressed feelings, suicidal thoughts, self-hatred. He doesn't know that I cut. No one knows except for 3 people and they have all been so helpful and give me advice and they let me know that there is someone who cares. One of them moved away, but I still talk to her sometimes, but the other two I talk to more often. They'll never know how much it means to me that they are there for me.
~Last cut: February 24th, 2012
Trying to get better. Trying to stay strong. //
